Death. He died again. When? How? He didn't remember anything at all after the pod. What happened? Why? He knew why Max brought him back...but none of it was making sense to him. Because the pieces weren't there, just the shock and the sudden upheaval of reality.

"What do you mean, I died a-fucking-gain?" His tone was tired. The same tired and over everything, "I wish there was an end in sight", put-upon tired that he always was in his own world or when he had a nightmare. The frustration only really showed in the single expletive. Because Cole wasn't above swearing, but it wasn't a frequent thing.