[ She catches Macaque's glance, and Lott's distress is … very, very obvious even with her wall still up.

Ah.

Of course Lott wouldn't know, that makes sense, but —

… Ah. ]

[ Fuck. ]

[ BURROWS. ]

N-No, they ... they didn't. They gave everything back. But then I lost them again. Another three times, and the last time was ... [ Her wings ruffle. ] ... I don't know whether it's the repeated memory loss or the cumulative damage to my soul [ Or Epsilon, ] - but some of my memories are glitchy. Broken. Bits and pieces missing.