[“And alive”, he said. Russell never directly told Kantera what happened after he killed him in the dream. It was a strange subject to broach, after all. But the Doctor had still picked up on it. That didn’t surprise him, really. He was a perspective man, if a little forgetful.

He shakes his head.]

… No. That’s even worse…

… … And it’s wrong, anyway. No matter the circumstances or order of arrival, I’m still ultimately responsible for your being here. You only exist because of me, after all.

[rUSSELL you can’t just matter of factly drop statements like that, true though they may be! You’re gonna give him (or rather, exacerbate his existing) existential crisis!!]