I was pretty lucky, y'know. Ya even be able to run away.

[If the commander didn't like their squad...what would have happened, then? Would her poor, pathetic self have had to stay, feeling miserable for herself?

She might have never gotten out of that pit if she stuck it out.]

'Course, I learned a lot when I did and ended up comin' back -- I had learned an important lesson and made my own choices.