{ he really does. it's enough of a trend to leave an awful taste in his mouth. just like the words that are an awful reminder of what transpired back home. if he closes his eyes for long enough he can see the metal press looming down and closer--

so of course he'll do the opposite of how he feels, lie to himself as much as kaito as he smiles --with how he's doing right now though he doesn't exactly look sane doing it. }

Momota-chan that's old news! I'm talking about after. Unless you really did fuck up all the hard work I did. I gave you a script and everything! Don't tell me you can't even do that much.