Hm... A couple different things. But I started really wanting to get good enough. Everyone else was so much stronger. Lots of people still are. And there were people thinking I couldn't do it, and that kinda made me feel bad too.

Neechan's training is super hard, though. It took forever to get into it! But I just kept trying, and then she was like "whoa, you didn't quit?" and then things kinda got better eventually!