[ you should be, rafal thinks to himself, the anger bubbling up inside of him. you should be. you left nel by herself and she loved you. you left the four winds and they loved you. everyone loved you so much, so desperately. they all wanted you.
and they didn't want me.
but that was not alear's fault. it was not alear's fault they didn't love rafal. it was not alear's fault that he was crumbling under the weight of a dying world and a forgotten dream whispered by an uncaring father. it was not alear's fault that rafal was worthless. he couldn't fill the void, so he simply chose destruction instead.
he sighs. what is the point? apologies won't do anything. ]
Fool.
[ his fingers latch onto the fabric, clenched tight. ]
no subject
and they didn't want me.
but that was not alear's fault. it was not alear's fault they didn't love rafal. it was not alear's fault that he was crumbling under the weight of a dying world and a forgotten dream whispered by an uncaring father. it was not alear's fault that rafal was worthless. he couldn't fill the void, so he simply chose destruction instead.
he sighs. what is the point? apologies won't do anything. ]
Fool.
[ his fingers latch onto the fabric, clenched tight. ]
It was never your fault to begin with.