[If he hadn't been restrained by Peng-]

[If he had tried to get the scroll with them then-]

[If he had had better security set up-]

[If he had been stronger, if he hadn't been so out of control that part of his power had to be gutted as a child-]

[He looks away. Because its hard to believe he isn't a failure when that is what he had been for so long.]

I don't understand.

You-

Why do you care?

[Its an easier subject then his own feelings of inadequacy.]