Being trapped alone for 500 years is also incredibly hard. Comparing these things never did anyone any good. It's apples and... jellyfish. [ Which is an even more asinine comparison than apples and oranges. ] I'm glad you got out of there.
Red Son is trying to stop my hibernation cycle, that's what he's helping me with. You can see why he decided to jump in. He even told me that at first it was out of pity. Then we started caring about each other, which...
I don't know, I spend a lot of time uselessly questioning whether getting close to people is wrong of me given that I'll fall asleep and forget them. Yes it's instinct, and in some cases it happens before I even know the deal, but with everyone I met here, I knew. I knew with Red Son that he spent a lot of time alone in his workshop so he doesn't have a lot of experience but I liked him enough that I let it happen. Pushed him into it, however gently. [ One might correctly assume she's talking about more than friendship here. Saya can't keep secrets so she doesn't try. ]
My first cure attempt went really badly, and he had to burn me alive. By the time I revived and got to him, he was a mess, hadn't rested or ate since I went under. But he absolutely insisted that we had to keep trying. Part of it is that he just gets hyperfocused on these things, I know that, I also know that the thought of me forgetting him weighs on him and having to kill me was terrible for him. He promised to fix me no matter how long it takes and I know he'd never go back on it, but although part of me is grateful I'm also worried about what it will to do him.
[ Sorry for the confessional here, it just weighs on her. ]
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Red Son is trying to stop my hibernation cycle, that's what he's helping me with. You can see why he decided to jump in. He even told me that at first it was out of pity. Then we started caring about each other, which...
I don't know, I spend a lot of time uselessly questioning whether getting close to people is wrong of me given that I'll fall asleep and forget them. Yes it's instinct, and in some cases it happens before I even know the deal, but with everyone I met here, I knew. I knew with Red Son that he spent a lot of time alone in his workshop so he doesn't have a lot of experience but I liked him enough that I let it happen. Pushed him into it, however gently. [ One might correctly assume she's talking about more than friendship here. Saya can't keep secrets so she doesn't try. ]
My first cure attempt went really badly, and he had to burn me alive. By the time I revived and got to him, he was a mess, hadn't rested or ate since I went under. But he absolutely insisted that we had to keep trying. Part of it is that he just gets hyperfocused on these things, I know that, I also know that the thought of me forgetting him weighs on him and having to kill me was terrible for him. He promised to fix me no matter how long it takes and I know he'd never go back on it, but although part of me is grateful I'm also worried about what it will to do him.
[ Sorry for the confessional here, it just weighs on her. ]