"I let Azure trick me into thinking he was my friend, that he cared about me. That he cared about Monkey King. If I had just followed my gut, maybe none of it would have happened. If I hadn't opened the scroll...if I didn't keep messing up...none of it would have happened. Then your family and you wouldn't have been trapped. The Jade Emperor wouldn't have been killed. None of it. I wouldn't know where I came from. I'd just think Pigsy was my dad forever and be happy with that." The last part spilled out so easily now that he just let it all come out.
"And yeah, he raised me but I don't know who or what made me. Or why. And...it just feels like my fault. I know, I'm probably being a moron right now..." He looked away from his friend. Down to the ground at his own shadow. He almost expected it to suddenly have purple eyes and mouth off about how he's being the misery kid again. He really was, wasn't he?
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"I let Azure trick me into thinking he was my friend, that he cared about me. That he cared about Monkey King. If I had just followed my gut, maybe none of it would have happened. If I hadn't opened the scroll...if I didn't keep messing up...none of it would have happened. Then your family and you wouldn't have been trapped. The Jade Emperor wouldn't have been killed. None of it. I wouldn't know where I came from. I'd just think Pigsy was my dad forever and be happy with that." The last part spilled out so easily now that he just let it all come out.
"And yeah, he raised me but I don't know who or what made me. Or why. And...it just feels like my fault. I know, I'm probably being a moron right now..." He looked away from his friend. Down to the ground at his own shadow. He almost expected it to suddenly have purple eyes and mouth off about how he's being the misery kid again. He really was, wasn't he?