[ Yeah he was a real peach. With how Saya recovered her memories she got a much wider view of how that went than she had at the time. She thinks the father-worship she had for the guy was nothing more than him manipulating her. ]

I'm sorry too. I spent a very long time chasing her down and I hated every minute of it. Sometimes doing the right thing really sucks.

I do try to take care of the people in my life. It doesn't always work out so well, but. [ To say the very least. Her tendency to push people away for their own good (her own good) springs to mind. ]

My life is complicated, I guess is the best way to put it. You'll probably hear about it eventually, Red Son is trying to help me with some of it. That's how we met -- well, my husband recommended me as a sparring partner, but once Red Son heard about the mess I'm in he said he'd help. He's brilliant, so I know he can do it, I just worry about what the process will do to him. The last time we tried to fix things it ended up as a big mess.

[ "Big mess" is doing SO MUCH WORK here. ]