[Not right now. Because explaining might push this all away. As much as he probably does not deserve this much comfort, this much contact - he can't bring himself to drive anything between them. Even to chance it. He just wants to stay like this a while longer.]
[Until he can put together the words "why don't you hate me" because "I left you".]
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[Not right now. Because explaining might push this all away. As much as he probably does not deserve this much comfort, this much contact - he can't bring himself to drive anything between them. Even to chance it. He just wants to stay like this a while longer.]
[Until he can put together the words "why don't you hate me" because "I left you".]
Later. Please.