[Madoka is so confused! No, that's an UNDERSTATEMENT! She's absolutely lost in her own confusion!
What happened? Where did everything from Walpurgis go? Did she-- Die? Well, she recently said that she can't do this anymore somewhere between having her worst breakdown ever!! So, maybe she really gave up. Is it all over now? Is this Heaven? What if this is Hell? Is this some kind of an illusion? Witch's Barrier that will change into something horrible soon? Did she somehow die in a way, that Homura-chan wasn't able to turn time again? Does that mean Homura-chan is also---?? There was a lot going on, what if it happened and Madoka didn't even notice?
What is this white dress? It's not hers. Or maybe it's hers now... Ah, angels wear white, right?
So, then, she really is d e a d this time. Why? How's this fair? They were just trying to save everyone again. Actually-- Does she always go somewhere like this before Homura-chan turns time back again? She's crying her eyes out again, but at least this time she's doing it silently without really even noticing it.
Madoka turns around, when she hears a familiar voice nearby and that's when she sees her, while she happens to be "hiding" behind a cherry blossom tree herself. She's not really hiding, she happens to be there. The pink haired girl feels almost as if time and everything else freezes right there, when she can't do anything else than stare at the goldilocks. Oh. Mami-san is wearing something white too. So, they're both...? Is this some version of the afterlife? Madoka's going through so many emotions all at once, it's like an emotional rollercoaster. Grief, guilt, "it was the right thing to do", more grief, more guilt....
How's this even possible? Mami-san shouldn't be in the same place as her, Madoka sure doesn't deserve this after shooting her. Is she real? Maybe this is some kind of a personal Hell, that points out all of Madoka's mistakes?? That's-- a really long list. It's going to take more than one eternity to go through all of them, she's so damn stupid!
She's still crying her eyes out, but some of those are happy tears too. Sorry, no matter how guilty Madoka feels about everything, she's still so, so happy to see her.
One thing that's really weird? She feels like she's choking. She can't be. She's dead, right?]
. . . Ma--
[She can't even finish that on first try. She swallows hard, takes about two steps to hide less under that tree. Time to try again.]
. . . Mami-san.
[She sounds so scared, her voice is pretty quiet. Or maybe this is a nightmare? It's almost like she's expecting, that Mami will turn into something-- something. Some kind of a nightmare, but she couldn't even call it a monster because she's the worst monster here for making them all go through all of those horrible things time and time again on endless repeat, when she never learns from her mistakes. Can she just wake up right now? Where's Homura-chan? Is she fighting against that thing alone?]
Spring Arrivals (idek CW for many death related things but also good morning, I bring you PAIN!)
What happened? Where did everything from Walpurgis go? Did she-- Die? Well, she recently said that she can't do this anymore somewhere between having her worst breakdown ever!! So, maybe she really gave up. Is it all over now? Is this Heaven? What if this is Hell? Is this some kind of an illusion? Witch's Barrier that will change into something horrible soon? Did she somehow die in a way, that Homura-chan wasn't able to turn time again? Does that mean Homura-chan is also---?? There was a lot going on, what if it happened and Madoka didn't even notice?
What is this white dress? It's not hers. Or maybe it's hers now... Ah, angels wear white, right?
So, then, she really is d e a d this time. Why? How's this fair? They were just trying to save everyone again. Actually-- Does she always go somewhere like this before Homura-chan turns time back again? She's crying her eyes out again, but at least this time she's doing it silently without really even noticing it.
Madoka turns around, when she hears a familiar voice nearby and that's when she sees her, while she happens to be "hiding" behind a cherry blossom tree herself. She's not really hiding, she happens to be there. The pink haired girl feels almost as if time and everything else freezes right there, when she can't do anything else than stare at the goldilocks. Oh. Mami-san is wearing something white too. So, they're both...? Is this some version of the afterlife? Madoka's going through so many emotions all at once, it's like an emotional rollercoaster. Grief, guilt, "it was the right thing to do", more grief, more guilt....
How's this even possible? Mami-san shouldn't be in the same place as her, Madoka sure doesn't deserve this after shooting her. Is she real? Maybe this is some kind of a personal Hell, that points out all of Madoka's mistakes?? That's-- a really long list. It's going to take more than one eternity to go through all of them, she's so damn stupid!
She's still crying her eyes out, but some of those are happy tears too. Sorry, no matter how guilty Madoka feels about everything, she's still so, so happy to see her.
One thing that's really weird? She feels like she's choking. She can't be. She's dead, right?]
. . . Ma--
[She can't even finish that on first try. She swallows hard, takes about two steps to hide less under that tree. Time to try again.]
. . . Mami-san.
[She sounds so scared, her voice is pretty quiet. Or maybe this is a nightmare? It's almost like she's expecting, that Mami will turn into something-- something. Some kind of a nightmare, but she couldn't even call it a monster because she's the worst monster here for making them all go through all of those horrible things time and time again on endless repeat, when she never learns from her mistakes. Can she just wake up right now? Where's Homura-chan? Is she fighting against that thing alone?]