castaside: shadow, grin, aggro, scheming (005)
Six-Eared Macaque ([personal profile] castaside) wrote in [community profile] seasonsgreetings 2023-10-15 04:19 am (UTC)

[ He thinks about that. ]

He'd probably say no. But he accused me of abandoning him and refusing to help him in a situation where I couldn't. Which cut especially deep given that he was always the one running off, trying to be the strongest and claiming it was for us. And after I followed him into a bad situation even though I tried to warn him about it being a bad idea.

...He'd probably say I hurt him, too. After he kept calling my visiting him and trying to cheer him up not enough, I snapped, we fought, and I left. [ He did eventually go looking, in a manner of speaking, and then he was killed. ]

He didn't refuse to grow, but he didn't try. At least not for me.

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