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Arrival



Part 1


You arrive in an unknown space, dressed in white clothes (player choice what kind of clothes, as long as they cover everything). Whatever was happening to you before no longer happens. It's like everything was put on a pause and you were transferred away from the situation without you realizing it happened.

The space that you find yourself in is one of these four options:

An empty landscape filled with snow and ice, almost like a blank canvas.
A field with cherry blossom trees and spring flowers.
A sunny beach near an ocean that seems never ending.
A quiet forest with falling autumn leaves.

All of the spaces seem to continue endlessly. No matter where or how far you walk it almost seems like you're not moving at all. There are no animals here - just those who happened to wake up there at the same time, in the same place. Everyone is wearing the same kind of plain, white clothes.

Despite the possible rollercoaster of emotions you might be feeling, the place somehow feels familiar. Like somehow you belong there.

And it looks like you're not alone.


Part 2


After half an hour has passed the surroundings change as everyone is teleported into a room with all the other new arrivals, no matter what space they woke up in. It's a large place with plenty of seats to sit in and beverages to enjoy. Medical attention is offered to those who need it and the doctors here are very prepared for any challenging situations.

Here, in this room, everyone gets an answer to where they are and why. A hologram of a man appears at the center of the room, waiting to be heard. He brings a message on behalf of the leaders of Ellipsa.


The Message [ Click to Expand ]

Hello, my name is Olwen. I'm one of the leaders of Ellipsa as it currently is. I'm also one of the four who summoned you here.

Our world is in trouble and we need your help. I apologize for tearing you away from your world and forcing you to come here but I hope you understand. The magic we used doesn't let us ask in advance, nor does it let us choose who we bring here.

This world is composed of four Seasonal Segments. All of them represent one of the seasons. They were the places we used to get our resources from, but now they're dangerous places no one should go into unless they have the power to fight back. All of them have their own sets of powerful monsters and natural catastrophes.

We used to have plenty of people here who could control the powers of the four Seasons. We called them Seasonal Power Holders. Unfortunately, due to a tragedy you can read about later, we lost almost all of them. Now only four of us remain and the world is in chaos. We have done our best to protect the world, but we need more power holders to do that.

That's where you come in.

All of you have been assigned to one of the seasons. Whatever space you were in just now is what season you represent. You will learn different skills based on the season and those skills are going to help you save this world.

These powers don't interfere with your own natural powers. They use a new energy that has formed inside of you. It's harmless to your health, but it's vital to your seasonal powers. Your own powers should still work, even if the dark energy outside the city might interfere with them.

Unfortunately bringing you here wasn't as simple as it sounds. We couldn't do anything about how to keep you anchored to this world other than making a simple spell that helps with it. That is, you need to touch someone else who is not from this world ideally at least once a day. It will help you stay in control of your powers and boost your magical energy. If you don't, the consequences aren't very good. But as long as you hold someone's hand or give someone a handshake, you should be fine.

That's all I have to say about the situation. The staff of the Research Center will give you more information about housing and other necessary things. I will, however, promise that you will be sent home once the situation becomes better. That's the least we can do.


The hologram can be viewed in private in a separate room later, should someone wish to look at it again. For now, the staff of the Research Center hands everyone their new smartphones with their small flower lucky charms (the flower is anything the player decides). They're also told that the building next door is where everyone can find a room assigned to them with some of their belongings there and possibly even any animal companions. Those concerned about their mount-sizes companions are welcomed to the stables downstairs to see if their friends are there. The mounts are allowed to stay there until you find a place more suitable for them.

Once you get your smartphone and necessary information, you're urged to go out and find your apartment. After that whatever you want to do is up to you.

Part 3


The building next door is where everyone can find their new apartments. As you enter, you're told by a friendly native that for the first two months you can live anywhere rent-free and five meals a day are paid for you. After that they get a monthly payment that helps with some of their living expenses, but otherwise they have to have a job to support themselves.

All of the apartments are comfortable, two bedroom apartments with all necessary utilities. They are also completely soundproof. Sometimes the magic system, however, does glitch and you might find yourself rooming with a stranger. This is not the intention and the staff will immediately prepare you your own room if you ask them. But maybe having a roommate isn't all that bad?





Exploring the City




Part 1


The city outside the Research Center and the apartment building is a very futuristic and bright place. There's a lot of fancy technology and the weather seems almost too perfect all of the time. Even the weather here is artificial and doesn't feel natural at all. This is the center of the whole Nightwake City and it's called the district that never sleeps for a good reason. It feels like any time of the day you choose to go out there's something going on.

Everyone was given some money on their money app BankCrow to spend. Why not go for the Gacha Restaurant on the main street if you're hungry? You can either choose what style/type of food you want (different cuisines, pizza, junk food, etc) OR pick any ingredients and list your allergens before rolling the gacha machine and what comes out is a meal that fits your choices. Most commonly they're mediocre quality (2-3 stars), slightly rarer are the very bad and very good dishes (1 stars and 4 stars) and the rarest of them all is the golden 5 star dish that is the most delicious and sophisticated meal you'll ever taste. But hey, at least the drinks are all the same no matter what meal you end up getting.

If the futuristic city style isn't for you, there are other district with various different atmospheres waiting for you just outside the city center.

In the District Spotlight [ Click to Expand ]
Blossomcrown is a modern city, but not as futuristic as the central district. Cherry blossom trees have been planted on the side of the streets to give some color for the otherwise gray scenery. It's a busy place with a central park full of spring flowers in the middle, that gives some much needed peace and quiet from the hustle and bustle of the city. There's even the famous Botanical Garden open to all visitors. It's a home to many exotic plants that can't be grown anywhere else (that's safe, at least). There are also plenty of butterflies and bees living in the gardens. Attached to the building it also a flower shop where anyone can purchase a plant for themselves - they're even divided by suitability for each district. But if plants aren't your thing, why not check out the concert venue, which is an arena made for holding concerts. It can be transformed into both an outdoor and indoor venue by opening or closing the roof. Anyone can book the venue to hold a concert as long as they have the funds to do it. They will even advertise your concert for you everywhere!

Those who really just want to see something that's not a city, why not try Frostreign? Sure, it's very cold but there aren't very many buildings. It's more like a small village in the middle of Eternal Winter. The easiest ways to move around here are sledding, skiing and sleigh rides, where either excited huskies or chill reindeers will take people on a ride around the district. There are some snowmobiles too for those, who want to try them. One of the most popular locations is the giant, nevermelting ice castle in the center of the town, where kids love to play hide and seek. It's also a popular locations for dates, as the natural magical crystal lights inside the castle make the place look romantic. Another popular spot is the ice hole, where some brave souls go either swimming and some others at least try staying in the icecold water for a little moment before running to the Sauna Spa! It's an area full of different kind of saunas but it also doubles up as an inn, and due to knowing Otherworlders were going to come today, it's even available for booking!

Those who want to test out their powers right away, Dayrise is the place to go! The Grand Colosseum is designated for power holder practice for at least the following week. After that the natives would like to watch sports again rather than continuous fighting, but even then you're welcome to use the colosseum when there's a chance. After testing your powers, the luxurious baths of Dayrise are a good treat. They're all public baths and none of the natives are ashamed of being naked for hours with strangers. They will also encourage anyone coming with a towel to throw it away.


Part 2

Around the city of Nightwake, Valentine's Day is being celebrated. There are plenty of decorations, all in pastel colors (mainly pink). The Spring Segment districts have also contributed by giving all other districts flowers for decorations for some pleasing aromas. Most of the restaurants also have discount for those who dine together instead of alone.

There are plenty of treats that lift up your mood. Eating too much of the treats results in becoming very clingy to the next person they see. The effect usually wears off in half an hour, but it could take longer depending on how many treats you've eaten.

Another popular Valentine's are the game stalls that are intended to be taken on as couples. Anything you win will only be given to your partner. If you play alone, all you get is a round of applause even if you'd do a new high score. These game stalls include a lot of classic from carnivals and festival, racing with horses or vehicles and even video games.

Each district has a small stall that acts as a starting point for the main Valentine's Day challenge. The goal is to travel from one check point to another within the district while holding hands with someone. There is a small task to be done at each checkpoint (like eating a full course meal or popping balloons while still holding hands). The point is to never let go of your partners' hand. Once the pair gets to the end of the course they get a reward.

The reward for getting past the course is a free item from Riki's Rewards (any prize) and a pair of friendship bracelets that sends messages to its pair bracelet (like "I miss you", "Let's meet up").






The Segments




Part 1

Exploring the city isn't something that interests you? Well, the four bridges that lead to the Seasonal Segments are always open and you're definitely allowed to go outside. However, due to the summoning magic, the dark energy outside the city has temporary gone haywire and all of the Segments are suffering from their natural disasters at the same time.

Winter Segment is suffering from a raging blizzard and the usual beautiful landscapes are just a white blur for the time being.

Spring Segment is in the middle of a hurricane, with all of the lightest beings being picked up and tossed all over the place with the wind.

Summer Segment is literally on fire. Only the rain forests and jungles, as well as the Great Ocean Lake are safe from it.

Autumn Segment is suffering from a thunderstorm. Chances of getting struck by lightning are quite high should someone step in.

If you're prepared for the weather, no one is going to stop you from going out to explore. It might be a good idea to bring a friend with you. Luckily, the natural catastrophes calm down after two days and the Segments are more normal after that. So it might actually be worth a while to wait before going out.


Part 2

After the storm the sun shines and sheep appear [ Click to Expand ]

When you venture out to the Spring Segment after the storm, there's a herd of Fabric Sheep wandering near the Flower Yard. These sheep are tame and while they usually run and hide, sometimes they look for people to help them get their wool sheared. Luckily natives on the Dayrise bridge are handing out shearing scissors for those who would like to help.

The sheep get scared very easily, but if you don't make too many sudden movements, you will be able to do your job easily. The sheep might even boop you gently as a thanks before heading off again. If you're mean to sheep, however, you might get an angry Gravity Goat chasing you.

Anyone who visits the Flower Yard of any of the Segments will hear a story from a native there. A story of the magic that has been put in place that lets all the otherworlders "respawn" to their respective Flower Yard if they die in Ellipsa. The flower will be the same as it is in everyone's charms. The natives say that more details can be asked from the main four seasonal power holders, but that they've heard it's painless for otherworlders to emerge from the flower.





All Aboard




Part 1

After the Segments have settled down, a message appears on everyone's smartphones. Everyone is invited to join some observational cruises at the Airship Station in Nightwake District. There are four different ships leaving at the same time, but if you come back again later you will be able to go to them all eventually. The trip targets are the Seasonal Segments. Of course, there are long instructions as to how one should dress to handle the different weather they would be experiencing while in the air. You have time to shop as the invitation is open for a good while.

The Airship Station is a very modern, almost futuristic, place with a lot of docks with various airships lined up. Most of the ships there are used for in-city transportation and there are various holographic displays that tell how many ships are available and where. Various restaurants are also found here and view from the ones on top of the building is amazing. There's time to look around, but your final destination is the biggest docks at the end of the station.

The point of these cruises is to give otherworlders a chance to see what the Segments are like without interacting with the monsters down below. The ships will fly to the airship station of each Segment and then come back a different route to cover as much of the segment as possible. In total the trip is said to take four days.

Because of the length of the trip, everyone has been provided with a simple two to four person cabin (with their own bathroom/shower) and three meals are served per day throughout the trip. Snacks can also be found from the cafeteria and they're free of charge.

Enjoy the view, bond with your fellow passengers and relax. Staying on the deck is safe, especially if you don't start leaning over the rails to look down.

Part 2

The old lady and her cats [ Click to Expand ]
Each airship station in the segments is unique in their own right. They're not very well-kept like the one in the city and various weather changes have definitely modified them to look old and worn down.

Strangely enough, each of the airship stations has someone living there; an old lady with a herd of different cats depending on the season: winter cats are spirits that can be seen by anyone due to them taking control of stuffed animals, spring cats are part flowers, summer cats look like small lions or tigers and autumn cats are essentially the same as will-o'-the-wisps but in cat shape.

The old ladies explains that they are quite comfortable living there and don't have any plans to "evacuate". They will kindly decline anyone who tries to help them. The airship staff explains there are some special arrangements in place to help them live in the stations as those are safe places to stay in.

Each of the ladies will tell you a story. Winter lady will talk about the Watchtower and who used to live there, spring lady will tell all about the abandoned farm and its owners, summer lady talks about the abandoned castle and its royalty and autumn lady tells about the abandoned mansion and who used to be the lord.

If you talk to the same lady again later the story is different. She tells a different version of the story every time she is talked to. No one is really sure which of the stories is true because of how many versions are circulating around.

The ships only stay docked at the station for as long as the staff of the airship delivers some food and other necessities to the old ladies and then it's back towards the city again. Of course, nothing stops anyone from leaving the ship and experiencing the segments themselves.





OOC TIPS


- Ask your questions related to the TDM here.

- The TDM is available only to friends of the mods and their friends. If you want to play in the TDM, please leave a note here to inform us who invited you over. We will get to you as soon as possible.

- The TDM is game canon so anything in the TDM can happen for your character(s) in the game as well.

- Smut is not allowed on the TDM. You can play situations leading to it, but if the thread is turning into smut, please move it to a private space such a post in your character's journal, or a locked post in the game's log community if you decide to app!

- Check Locations: City to find more areas to explore inside the city. Every place in the districts are open, except for the Guilds for now.

- Similarly, Locations: Segments is useful for outdoors adventures.

- You can find monsters to encounter on Beastiary, including information on the two mentioned on the TDM.

- FAQ has information on characters' smartphones as well as general things about the world that might be handy.

- Feel free to also hit our EMP/ATP meme while you're here!



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conceptheart: Kabu (3)

Segments

[personal profile] conceptheart 2023-02-12 05:59 pm (UTC)(link)
[unsurprisingly, Wanderer wasn’t alone in meandering into the stormy area.

The Kabukimono has done much the same, though for different reasons. He did not exactly find what he was looking for, but did get quite the shock when he saw another with his face. Even carried the same feather!

He may not have found any sign of his creator, but clearly she had made another puppet! He wasn’t alone! But gosh he sure was speed walking, and it was going to take some time to catch up.
]

Wait! Wait hold on!
littlesilhouettoofaman: (oh really?)

oh boi :"D

[personal profile] littlesilhouettoofaman 2023-02-12 06:36 pm (UTC)(link)
[Normally Wanderer would not have responded. After all, there were lightning strikes to avoid and there is this general sense of annoyance that always bubbles up inside of him whenever he hears the sound of thunder.

But this voice sounds familiar. In fact, the voice sounds exactly the same as his own. So yes, he stops to look over his shoulder and for a short moment in time he isn't entirely sure what to make of this.

Some sort of joke? A glitch from Irminsul?

Because the figure that is running up to him is him. Or more...was. So he turns fully and waits, not opening his mouth at all. He just watches himself coming closer and closer and at a point he wonders when this sort of joke would end in an inevitable punchline.]
conceptheart: Kabu (4)

Just when he thought he was finally done having an existential crisis

[personal profile] conceptheart 2023-02-12 07:31 pm (UTC)(link)
[The younger puppet caught up with a happy trot. He was somewhat aware that he was built as a prototype, that there would eventually be a final puppet after him- that must be who this one was!

Perhaps there was a slight pang of jealousy at the thought, but it was heavily overshadowed by the joy of no longer being alone. He liked the humans, they had been kind thus far... but this was... a brother! Had to be!
]

Hello! You must be the one that came after!
littlesilhouettoofaman: (*cough* no *cough*)

his existential crisis is too powerful

[personal profile] littlesilhouettoofaman 2023-02-12 07:53 pm (UTC)(link)
[Despite the fact he has gotten to terms with his past, all the things he went through and all the gruesome things he'd done, the sight of the other makes something stir inside his chest. Something old and painful, something he thought he would not feel anymore.

Wanderer does a small step backwards and blinks at what the other says. The one that comes after? Oh no.

A small part of him still expects this to be fake but when the other puppet is close to him there is one important thing he needs to know first:]


What is your name?
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[personal profile] conceptheart 2023-02-12 08:03 pm (UTC)(link)
[A name? Ah, mother must have given him one then. How lucky he was. Again there was that sting in his chest, a reminder of the hollow void where his heart should have gone. He found himself absentmindedly clutching to the feather again.]

I... do not have one.
littlesilhouettoofaman: (stinker)

[personal profile] littlesilhouettoofaman 2023-02-12 08:28 pm (UTC)(link)
[Wanderers mind is racing now. For a moment he looks around himself and he half expects the Doctor to hop out of the bushes or something like that. But there's nothing. The thunder is still rolling through the clouds and the blank sheet he used to be is still standing in front of him, thinking he's Ei's second puppet.

And maybe, for now, it's better like that. Maybe, if this is one hundred percent true and not this cruel, horrible sort of joke, there would be a different fate for this one.]


What sort of name would you want to give yourself?
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[personal profile] conceptheart 2023-02-12 08:40 pm (UTC)(link)
[That gave him pause. What an odd question. He had never had to think about such things before. Well, he hadn't exactly had the opportunity to while he slumbered.

And thinking on it now made him realize that he did not, in fact, know of any names in the first place.
]

What sort of names are there?
littlesilhouettoofaman: (bohemian rhapsody)

[personal profile] littlesilhouettoofaman 2023-02-12 09:37 pm (UTC)(link)
[Wanderer shakes his head briefly. That was a stupid question to ask. How could this one know?]

A name is... [He stops mid-sentence, noticing the weather is taking a turn for the worse. There is the slightest bit of hesitation before he takes hold of the other's wrist. It feels sturdy and real between his fingers.] ...She never named me either. But it will come to you over time. Perhaps you will think of one yourself, perhaps others will give one to you.

[Lightning strikes into a tree close to them.]

Come.

[Briefly he touches the Vision on his chest. Yeah, he still feels an awful lot. That hasn't changed.]
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[personal profile] conceptheart 2023-02-12 10:32 pm (UTC)(link)
[Oh. It would seem as though mother wasn't any kinder to him. Now there was a guilty knot in his gut for getting envious about it. This was his little brother! So he should be the trying to take care of him.]

So we're the same then!

[He squirms a bit to free his wrist so he can take the other puppet's hand instead.]

It's okay, we have each other now! We don't need names for that!
littlesilhouettoofaman: (:|)

this kills the man

[personal profile] littlesilhouettoofaman 2023-02-12 11:03 pm (UTC)(link)
[Every word that comes from the other's mouth hurts. A big part of him tells him to protect, to make sure that this version of himself grows up surrounded by family, by friends. Where he would never end up chasing after a heart that just isn't meant for him. But can such a thing be changed?]

We aren't the same. Not anymore.

[The words are spoken in a soft manner.]

But it is true that we have one another now. [And he could be of help. He could do absolutely everything to force fate to change this time. It would be a worthy purpose.

And his hand fits perfectly in that of the other.]
At least for as long fate allows it to be so.
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[personal profile] conceptheart 2023-02-13 01:03 am (UTC)(link)
Not...anymore? Oh! You mean because you're the finished one! That makes sense.

[He might be finished, but that should mean he's younger! That means it's his job to take care of him and show him nice things! That sounded like it would be fun, he bet his younger brother must have been lonely too thinking he was all alone, so this will make him happy, he's sure of it!

So he trotted ahead, excitedly tugging at his "brother's" hand.
]

Well, since I'm your older brother, I'll take care of you instead of mother!

[He says, utterly oblivious to the fact that he is not the older anything no matter how you look at it.]

Have you ever seen snow before? I saw some earlier, you'll like it! It's like walking on so many petals!
littlesilhouettoofaman: (:|)

[personal profile] littlesilhouettoofaman 2023-02-13 09:24 pm (UTC)(link)
[Truly, it is foolish to think that he can deal with this the way he has dealt with all those demons from his past. The blood he spilled, the obsession that ate at his mind for years on end, the anger that clouded his judgement, the friend that had never betrayed him after all.

This was different. The past has made the decision to catch up to him and show up in the present, declaring him his younger brother while holding on to his hand firmly.]


No. I am not her finished one. My chest is as empty as yours.

[Ah, yes, snow. For once the subject change is pleasant.]

Yes, I have. I do not really care for it. [Walking on petals? Is that how it should feel underneath his feet?] If you have the chance, climb a steep hill and once you have reached its top, take your time to enjoy the view.
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[personal profile] conceptheart 2023-02-13 11:01 pm (UTC)(link)
You're not? ...Mother is not so good at making puppets. [But he takes a moment to think on that.] But I am glad, for now I have a brother!

[Well the fact that his brother had already seen snow does take the wind out of his sails a little. He had hoped to show him something new and fun, but he's sure he'll find something else to share later. There were so many thing to see, surely his brother had not seen them all!]

So you have seen snow before? [He pauses to think.] Maybe you'll like it more if we're together! I'll find a really good hill we can climb!
littlesilhouettoofaman: (doubt)

[personal profile] littlesilhouettoofaman 2023-02-14 01:56 pm (UTC)(link)
[If Wanderer was going to keep count of everything mother wasn't very good at he'd have a list long enough to cross the seas from Liyue to Inazuma.]

No. Her finished work is a puppet who resembles her own image. [Yet, all it had done was rule in her stead. A soft, joyless chuckle escapes his mouth.] Inferior to me...to us.

[The forest around them gets a little bit more dense and dark.]

There is a lot of snow in Snezhnaya. [When he speaks his voice sounds a little distant, as if his thoughts aren't entirely in sync with the words that come from his mouth. He tries to recall how he felt about snow back then. Was he also that amazed? Or did he find it wet and uncomfortable? Has he ever taken one moment to look around himself back then?

Finally he turns to look at his other self.]


I see no harm in you showing me. Heh, it might just be that I have forgotten some things along the way.
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[personal profile] conceptheart 2023-02-14 09:52 pm (UTC)(link)
[Perhaps for the first time his face briefly takes on a more grumpy look, though not quite as effective as his older self’s masterful scowl, but he’d get there someday.]

She should have just kept us and made us taller instead!

[ Of course he wouldn’t hold onto his grievance long, and it was soon replaced by smiles and wonder once again. As the sound of Thunder grew more distant and the bolts of lightning less frequent, the young Kabukimono let his gaze wander to the trees. He had been too focused on chasing the sound of thunder when he’d come through the first time, hoping that perhaps mother had remembered him and come to find him.

Not as fun as snow of course, but it was interesting all the same, made much better with current company. How could any new experience be bad when you had family to share it with? The thought made his chest feel light and made it very difficult not to smile.
]

If you have, I’ll help you remember! But humans don’t like it when you don’t have many, many clothes on, they kept talking to me about it.
Edited (Ugh. Phone tagging.) 2023-02-14 21:52 (UTC)
littlesilhouettoofaman: (Default)

[personal profile] littlesilhouettoofaman 2023-02-16 09:34 am (UTC)(link)
[Yes, being taller would have solved everything. The sound he makes in response could be interpreted as a chuckle but it could also just be a 'hmph'. Still Wanderer does notice the somewhat grumpy look on the other's face while he speaks about the height problem their creator seem to have caused.]

It is better for you if you try to let go and forget about her, focus on all that lies ahead of you. [For him, it took over 500 years. Way too long, really.] Humans cannot live without a heart but puppets do. We better make the best of it.

[Really, he tries to sound a little uplifting, hoping to eventually steer this version of himself away from more betrayals, but at times his voice does sound a little cynical. After all, Irminsul only erased the memories of him but the things he did in the past remained unchanged.]

Humans get cold. [They are also very, very mortal.] That is why they need layers of clothes. [It is somewhat of a welcome relief that the thunder is letting up a little and he still has half a mind telling him that this carefree, unsullied version of him will disappear the second they would leave this forest.]

Are there more things you like or want to see? Do you have a wish of some sorts?

[Did he ever had another wish except for a heart and claiming his birthright? Or vengeance?]
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[personal profile] conceptheart 2023-02-16 02:13 pm (UTC)(link)
[The younger puppet went quiet as the thought over the words. He had been a bit wrapped up in all of the chaos and new experiences, that he hadn't had time to truly focus on that hollow sting in his chest.

He absentmindedly gave his brother's hand a squeeze, while his free hand moved to clutch at the fabric over his chest. Where his heart should be. That spot that, even in his slumber, had ached endlessly.
]

But... we should have hearts too shouldn't we? Mother made us to have one, just because she discarded us doesn't mean we cannot have one, right?

[It didn't seem fair otherwise. They should be allowed to have one! While he hadn't yet begun to see the lack of heart as something that would mark him as different from the humans he would come to hold so dearly, he did want the empty feeling in his chest to go away.]

So we... just have to find one right?

[He didn't know what exactly went into a heart but if they didn't look then they'd never find one, right? He wasn't quite so ambitious as to cook up a scheme for their mother's Gnosis, even if it was the ideal.]

Things I want to see? Or a wish? [He thought back to the conversation he had with Childe, about how his brother had gone through a lot. He had wanted to learn what he liked to try and make him happier... but he hadn't thought much beyond that. It was something though!] I want to show you snow and... I want to know the things you like!
littlesilhouettoofaman: (doubt)

[personal profile] littlesilhouettoofaman 2023-02-16 10:03 pm (UTC)(link)
[Even now, after everything that has happened, after all those lessons learned and promises made, he's still aware of the emptiness inside his chest at times. But it stings less now, especially now he has learned that nothing good has come from chasing after it.

Wanderer can see how the other is clutching at the spot where his heart should be.]


Save yourself the trouble. [He says the words in a harsh manner and finally he reaches out to make the other stop clutching his chest in such a way. The sight of it hurts and Wanderer is quite fed up with hurting all the time.] There are more important things.

[He wants to tell his other self that he should find a family. To find a place to belong. But the words don't really make it out of his mouth.]

What I like? [Good question, really.] Perhaps we find that out along the way. [Because the only true answer he can give the other is 'very bitter tea'.]
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[personal profile] conceptheart 2023-02-16 11:22 pm (UTC)(link)
[He looked up at his sibling with a frown.]

It hurts you too, doesn't it?

[Somehow that made it feel all the worse, that his brother suffered as he did. As the oldest he felt as though it was his responsibility to make certain his "younger" sibling was given a better experience than he had.

So while he would not say it, because that would likely upset his brother, he would not give up his pursuit of a heart. Not for himself, but for the Puppet that came after. Even if the heart was not to be his, he believed the ache would lesson knowing the other was no longer suffering.

But that was in the future! For now the two of them had many things to explore it sounded like, so his smile returned, though perhaps not quite as robustly as before.
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Okay! We can find it out together then! Because I'm not sure either.
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[personal profile] littlesilhouettoofaman 2023-02-18 05:53 pm (UTC)(link)
[Wanderer frowns briefly at that question.] It is a different sort of pain. [Because when the anger that had consumed him for decades slowly disappeared, all there was left was guilt and a whole heap of sins weighing on his shoulders.] Maybe, if we manage to get out of this forest and return to where we belong, I will tell you. [If you remain at my side and this isn't some absurd glitch from Irminsul But that last part he doesn't say aloud.]

Yeah. But do remember to find your own likings as well. [And most importantly, this unsullied version of himself has to find new friends, family, and all of those things that could steer him away from the path that would lead him to The Doctor, to mass murders, to the need to create conflict just for the sake of conflict.] My fate doesn't have to become yours.
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[personal profile] conceptheart 2023-02-18 11:43 pm (UTC)(link)
[He kept his gaze focused on his sibling, unable to hide the worry from his face. He didn't know what this different pain could possibly be, but somehow the fact that it was something unknown made him worry more.]

Is there something I can do to make it better?

[He's not sure if it was his mother's doing but... his brother was very cryptic, and it was making things difficult for him to navigate. He had to really think about how to answer the remark about fate. He supposed me must mean... future? right? It was just such an odd way of putting it? And why was he talking like he was the older brother? Had his brother been awake while he slumbered maybe?

Well, if he had been alone all that time, then that just meant he needed to be there for him all the more! Yes, he was quite resolute about this.
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But what if I want you to be part of my fate... you're my family.
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[personal profile] littlesilhouettoofaman 2023-02-19 12:54 am (UTC)(link)
[That is a good question and he takes his time to think about the answer he was going to give. They've started to walk up a hill, its path littered with colorful autumn leaves. Wanderers hand is still holding on to the hand of his other self.]

No. Only I can make things better for myself.

[It might sound harsh to the other's ears. He knows that very well. But to him it is the only truth.]

I am you, as much as you are me. We aren't two different creations made by our...mother. We are the same. [And now he squeezes the others hand tighter.] But if you wish that I stay, I will do so as long as I am able to. [Loneliness can be a terrible thing.]
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[personal profile] conceptheart 2023-02-19 01:07 am (UTC)(link)
We're... the same? I... don't understand, how can that be?

[He didn't understand, unsurprising as he barely had enough context to muddle through more mundane matters, nevermind the adventure that his older self had gone through.

Of course he didn't think the other was lying, he too easily believed the words of others, as the Wanderer well knows. Though he should also know that even young he was no fool, and could be cheeky if he wanted. And this cheeky puppet was just fed a loophole to exploit in regards to his sibling's harsh claim. It was a far easier thing to focus on than... however this happened.
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But if we are then- then that means that I can help you feel better!

[And there's a little grin as he clutched onto his elder self's hand. He had no intention of sending the other away. Not a chance.]
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[personal profile] littlesilhouettoofaman 2023-02-19 02:56 pm (UTC)(link)
Hmn. Worry not, I am asking myself the exact same thing. I have no idea how this can be.

[Buer would know.

And he still has no idea if he should be thankful for this certain opportunity. Or that he should be on his toes. Is it a sign? A warning? A reward? Will his mind be at ease if he can see the other thrive? All he can think of is that it is of utmost importance that this one will never start to chase godhood and go down that dark path.]


And how do you want to do that?
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[personal profile] conceptheart 2023-02-19 05:13 pm (UTC)(link)
[Alright his ploy to be cheeky wasn't anticipating a comeback. Lesson learned.

He stalls at the question. It was quite difficult to think of such things when he was just trying to learn what he liked to begin with. Still, he was determined to see that his... older self... was happy. Or at least happier.

One thing did come to mind, it had been something that even in his slumbering state he had been aware of. The pangs of loneliness, the sorrow of being discarded by the one that should be his family. Surely those feelings would not be so easily forgotten years later.

So even if this was not truly his "brother", he could still be family couldn't he?
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By making sure you don't have to be alone anymore! We are the same, but that does not mean that we are not also family. You are still my brother, I have decided.

[Said with a broad smile once again. Yes, he would continue to treat this one as his brother, like it or not. That will make him happy, surly!]

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